messenger ends in March, and spring forward sign this year. Fortunately I am not allergic and I can breathe the thousands of scents that cover the hills and gardens, some balconies .......
I do not miss Paul, I realized that my life is my present. The beauty I can see from here, the sea, the smell of the flowers, the passing of the clouds.
Swallows with that quick flight, sometimes spent the last hour of the afternoon watching some play in pairs and trios without touching each other, living their tireless time without more. In those minutes my mind is released, it transcends and find peace. Now I understand that happiness I thought I lost the away Paul was simply a wrong emotion. I thought that dreams are happiness, but that's a mistake, is what I live now which gives me happiness, not the past nor the future, simply because they exist.
We are all aware of it but it is very difficult to understand that when we grieve is because we are being dominated by the past or anxiety for a future that does not exist.
Today I work to live, if Paul comes back or not return is a virtual option, not my reality. My reality is I'm here now and I feel good. Now I can smile, smile people when I meet her, now my world, my life is better.
Though still, at times when I let my mind goes back to his own, especially when I see something that we could share or that you like, at that moment, I think if you were here ... but now my mind is this. I'm here enjoying being alive, my friends, with the huge amount of people who have reappeared in my life just when we needed them.
Love is a way to avoid the past and future, always loves this, without fear. Just let it affect me time to get the job done on schedule, but while developing I try to ignore the clock.
No one is free time in front of him and also the possibilities are endless mims, this is a great feeling. It is where I live now.
