To a friend
:
I know it may seem strange to be so direct but I talk to have to tell you all I'm thinking right now.
I will not go too deeply into the subject but I want you to know that what I did is something that may seem illogical was necessary for me. Planning, ejecucióny results were not what I would have liked but I do not care. What's done is done and quite incredibly absolutely nothing I regret it because the way things are in my head and my heart are unchanged.
try to understand what I know and although initially surprising might seem like too know that you take the time to know me a part I said it was too obvious. But know that it was necessary for me because somehow I know that the issue is no longer in my hands.
will sound stupid as dire but somehow that was my last shot before retiring, and before leaving the court I must say I learned many things, I will not be afraid to love, I care not to other factors ma , s that mine and especially not to write letters (hahaha no it is not) but mostly, I learned that there are times when I need to shut up and listen I do not want to hear.
I should listen, I know, but why would destroy more? At this time, I wish to close your eyes and think everything will be better. The words of the tarotista and the head come to "suffer, but in the end the end the end everything will be fine "" Things will always end well. If not, is not the end "and I believe that, I think I'm strong enough to meet them and smile, you know that things are well and that my ideas for change of campus are just that, ideas.
know I'll be there for when I fall apart (because at some point I will) and I want you to know that when you go through something like I'll be there to tell you how stupid you were and still give Sha
Animos
Saturday, October 31, 2009
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Bone Cancer In Horses
I feel... nothing
"No I like someone "
I stared in disbelief, waiting for some additional comments, however, the silence took its course
" You sure? "
I was tempted to tell, to tell the big mistake that had has committed. How to tell what he had felt these last few months? How to tell a wonderful feeling as love was killing me slowly inside, it hurt and could not say anything for fear? How to tell if he was not happy was by decision own? How to tell that although he was always in good spirits were moments when all I needed was someone to hug and say everything while crying? How to tell that this issue was not closed for me?
"The truth is that I still do."
She was surprised while taking a sip more of its juice. While swallowing the liquid away not even for a moment to look over me. There was no need to provide additional information.
"But ... how?"
"I do not know, I thought I had made the right decision, but the truth is ... not. It hurts me admit I was wrong. And I'm so angry with myself for noticing so late, seeing that things run their course and I can not do anything about it. I can not go and say 'Hey! hola! Hey, I love you ... ' because things are not so. And me being so annoying because I know I can do nothing! "
" Are you still here? "
waved his head slightly as she ran a fleeting smile. I nodded.
"Go! I wish I could be like you. You have no problems or dramas or anything. "
smiled. No, I could not tell.
"No I like someone "
I stared in disbelief, waiting for some additional comments, however, the silence took its course
" You sure? "
I was tempted to tell, to tell the big mistake that had has committed. How to tell what he had felt these last few months? How to tell a wonderful feeling as love was killing me slowly inside, it hurt and could not say anything for fear? How to tell if he was not happy was by decision own? How to tell that although he was always in good spirits were moments when all I needed was someone to hug and say everything while crying? How to tell that this issue was not closed for me?
"The truth is that I still do."
She was surprised while taking a sip more of its juice. While swallowing the liquid away not even for a moment to look over me. There was no need to provide additional information.
"But ... how?"
"I do not know, I thought I had made the right decision, but the truth is ... not. It hurts me admit I was wrong. And I'm so angry with myself for noticing so late, seeing that things run their course and I can not do anything about it. I can not go and say 'Hey! hola! Hey, I love you ... ' because things are not so. And me being so annoying because I know I can do nothing! "
" Are you still here? "
waved his head slightly as she ran a fleeting smile. I nodded.
"Go! I wish I could be like you. You have no problems or dramas or anything. "
smiled. No, I could not tell.
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