I feel... nothing
"No I like someone "
I stared in disbelief, waiting for some additional comments, however, the silence took its course
" You sure? "
I was tempted to tell, to tell the big mistake that had has committed. How to tell what he had felt these last few months? How to tell a wonderful feeling as love was killing me slowly inside, it hurt and could not say anything for fear? How to tell if he was not happy was by decision own? How to tell that although he was always in good spirits were moments when all I needed was someone to hug and say everything while crying? How to tell that this issue was not closed for me?
"The truth is that I still do."
She was surprised while taking a sip more of its juice. While swallowing the liquid away not even for a moment to look over me. There was no need to provide additional information.
"But ... how?"
"I do not know, I thought I had made the right decision, but the truth is ... not. It hurts me admit I was wrong. And I'm so angry with myself for noticing so late, seeing that things run their course and I can not do anything about it. I can not go and say 'Hey! hola! Hey, I love you ... ' because things are not so. And me being so annoying because I know I can do nothing! "
" Are you still here? "
waved his head slightly as she ran a fleeting smile. I nodded.
"Go! I wish I could be like you. You have no problems or dramas or anything. "
smiled. No, I could not tell.
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